I want to lead a more creative life. I feel like lately I have lost all sense of that part of my life, like I have become disconnected. I go day after day thinking of so many projects I want to pursue but shoot myself down for lack of time or energy. Slowly I feel like I’m losing faith in myself, that I can’t do everything I love and that makes me happy because I am sadly too busy...
I can feel it all again. The tingling and shaking in my hands that subsided three years ago when they finally gave me the official diagnosis of Lyme Disease. Here I sit today, typing on the computer for finals and I can’t seem to make my fingers go where I want them to. Click on that key, no not that one, delete, try again, you’ll get it next time. It seems like a silly thing to...
It’s that wonderful time of the year where I have no idea what I’m doing with my life and I have so much stress I can’t seem to sit still or concentrate. I just want a nice, peaceful, relaxing week where I do nothing. Is that too much to ask for?
What if I did it? What if I took off into the woods and created my own Walden, have some peace and quiet like Thoreau did? $200 to my name, some paper, pens and books and off I went? I don’t want summer jobs or fancy trips, I want solitude. I want to write the stolen words that were taken from me in moments I was too busy focusing on something meaningless. And those words are becoming vaguer...
I made this blog and now I’ve lost all my words. Maybe it’s the frustration of finals week or maybe it’s just the frustration of personal events but I can’t seem to organize my thoughts. I’m sure they’ll be back soon. I just have to be patient.
Well, I have decided to start a writing blog. The truth is I don’t really think I’m that good of writer. I have gone my whole life just scribbling down stories and people tell me I’m good at it but, it’s just something that I have always done and I have always been interested in. I’m starting this because lately I feel like if I don’t do something about it...